indecisive lust

it was A cold november
a sunny Storm sprayed it's
morning dew, like the fragrince
of a new found love
sprINGING it's helpless call

call
call
CALL

more devoSHUN
I wanted to

scream
scREAM
SCReam

at you
I love you
I hate YOU
I feel the caresssssssing of your skin
oh please
---
i was lost
s o l o s t
and when you founD me
I ran away
WHY? like a mother beast
holdin on.
to it's harmless.
harmful

SCREAM
CALL.

just swim upon the graven waters of the green sea
with the purple brazen sun screaming
i n d e c i s i o n
whY me?
...... .. .
Cry.