Never.

maybe
eternally i am cursed
god, why me

abstinence, no.
never again
never again, with your lieS.
is she in Your arms Now?
she can Never do what i did for you.
A B S T I N E N T from your love.

maybe.

or will you run back to me, my diseased lover.
red, these spots.
oh god, the pain.
never again.